Thursday, June 27, 2013

Meanings


These following words may have multiple interpretations (dependent upon context).
 

Goal:
the result or achievement toward which effort is directed.

Fate:
that which is inevitably predetermined.

Strength:
effective force, potency or cogency (the quality or state of being convincing or persuasive)

Meek:
humbly patient or docile

Humble:
not proud or arrogant, courteously respectful

Confidence:
full trust, belief in the power, trustworthiness or reliability of a certain person or thing

Glory:
a state of great splendor, magnificence, joyfulness, gratification, contentment, etc.

In this context, there is a common theme.  It is all about our relationship with God.

Are there contradictions?
 
Seemingly yes.

Strong and Meek...ok?

Humble and Confident...really?

How about Fearful and Joyous?

Or, Peaceful and Searching?

 Are we truly called to experience life in a way that encompasses all of these dichotomies of purpose?

From a worldly and perhaps logical perspective, it would seem that as I travel the path to fulfillment, only those things that bring positive connotations are goal worthy.

From a spiritual and perhaps intuitive perspective, especially when realizing there is a greater power at work than I, only those things that give homage to my God are goal worthy.

So how do we decide?

We don’t!

The decision was made for us in the beginning.   The choice is glory to God, and in that place ALL goals, feelings, states and manners of existence are met.

How do we know?  Because when we are truly in that place…the search is over.

In the timeless presence of God, we need nothing else.  Everything is provided for.  The attributes that we so diligently pursued in Life become who we are, and no longer what we aspire to be (or avoid being).  When we have abandoned ourselves and are completely living in God's will, then we are the personification of all that God has called us to be.

It is a oneness and completeness that really cannot be defined.

Why do we have such a hard time getting there?

Because our understanding of Him is limited by our ability to somehow characterize Him, or define all that He is.
 
How can we possibly describe in words, an infinite love in complete unity? 
 
I can experience a fullness of Him deep inside me, and yet also know to beyond my very core that I am still only scratching the surface of His meaning. 

The ultimate goal is to follow what God has lovingly rooted into your very being.
As I have recently learned, nothing will silence that desire.

Anything contrary to my heart leads to a life in this world filled with everything that God isn’t!
 amen

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

To Practice What We Know

This poem was given to me a couple years back...
 
I read a book of riding a bike,
Until I tried, what was it like?
I saw a show about driving a car,
Until I tried I got not far.
 
I watched an athlete run with a ball
After years of practice he did not fall.
I now read of Christ and what do I see
A man who is creating a path for me.
 
 
Not just to study, nor sit back and admire.
But to follow to God is where I aspire.
We don't just recline and marvel His way,
We are called to begin the journey today.
 
For now is the time for undying love,
Our Father is waiting in heaven above.
Jesus has shown us the depth with the gift of truth,
True love is a victim that must be pursued.
 
He gave all He had while with us on earth.
The joy of His journey started with birth.
Each new day is a rebirth for us in Him,
To let His Holy Spirit cleanse us from sin.
 
Because He always knew how His travels would end,
And not a soul on earth, neither foe nor friend,
Could keep Him from returning the love of His Father,
And in His life, that is all that mattered.
 
Seek and you shall find are words to live by,
But your eyes must be focused on our Father on high.
For the world is not worthy of seeking in it,
With our Father, is where our good Jesus sits.
 
With thanksgiving and love these words are shared,
And with humble hearts, our souls are spared.
I offer to God, my deepest desires
And I offer to you, where my heart aspires.
 

 
To just read the book is as much a shame,
As just sitting back and watching the game.
We have lives to live in the way of the Lord,
And with you my brothers is its own reward.
 
Thank the heavens above for God's presence on earth,
Let us begin each day, as our Christ did from birth.
May this sharing be simple and easy to see,
God's greatest gift is love…for eternity.
 
May we practice what we know, and do as He says,
And His love eternal will follow all of our days.
 
In the most holy names of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit.
Amen.

Love Simplified

Another short reflection that recently came to me...

Expect nothing
Accept everything
This is the path of Love
 
Avoid judgment
Deliver justice
This is the way of Love
 
Understand "possessions"
Spread His joy
This is the gift of Love
 
Wisely study
Practice faith
This is the meaning of Love
 
Live obediently
Honor scripture
This is the document of Love
 
Seek truth
Prayerfully question
This is the reality of Love
 
Always remember
Forever rejoice
This is the God of Love
 
In the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit,
Amen
 
Michael

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Why Me?

Ever ask yourself the question..."Why me?"
It is very self-centered and worldly question that I would imagine we have all asked at some point in our lives.
 
“Why me?” is a searching question that very often may be accompanied by sadness, anger, or some other emotion that brings us down.

Or perhaps put in another way, the question comes from a place of reaching out towards trying to fill a void within us.

My experience has been receiving a response of silence that offers no solace, and indeed continues the mis-guided focus of, “Why am I being put through this particular life experience?”

Eventually, and sometimes over considerable time, the pity party subsides.  However, there is usually a void left within that needs to be filled.  Usually in my weakness, it is filled with self-doubt, fear and lack of faith in things greater than me.
 
In a nutshell, my still searching question becomes,
“Why did I feel abandoned when I needed God most?”
 
 
BUT WHO HAS ABANDONED WHOM?


 
What if we ask a slightly different (if not much better) question than “why me?”
How about…
Why not God?
 
For me, this recently triggered a much different response to my soul searching.  It reminded me that I was not given life on this planet so everything (or anything for that matter) would go my way.
 
We are born (as Christ was) to give everything to God.  We have the perfect model.  The Holy Trinity does not separate the Father from the Son nor the Holy Spirit.  He creates a unity of purpose that can truly be found whenever we search for Him.  Yes, Christ died for us.  But let’s not stop there.
 
GOD HIMSELF WAS ON THAT CROSS!!!! 

 
 
He participated in the very life that we are called to.
In His humanity, Christ agonized about His calling (Luke 22:39-44), “praying so fervently that his sweat became like drops of blood falling on the ground”.  And that led Him to the cross. 
God himself died for us...to literally teach us how to love as He does.
 
In a nutshell, my still searching question becomes,
“Why did I feel abandoned when I needed God most?”
 
In a nutshell, His answer became,
“So you would find me deeper in you than you have ever looked.”
 
In Christ our Lord, Amen.